planning on shutting down THIS blog. the drawings are so amateur-ish it embarrasses me. and the subject so superficial and shallow I feel my brain cells protesting while scrolling through. maybe it's really time to just leave the past behind. or in this case, delete the damn blog.

love, Jean.

so i've been thinking.

that i should start drawing again?
what do YOU think?

reconciled with a good friend yesterday, who i missed terribly but never really had the time to realize it
pounded tables and screeched like hyenas with another last night, and i noticed things i never quite dared to before,
and now,
i'm waiting for my miracle

the sky is falling

hey there. i know, i know, this blog is the epitome of zombie. (read:dead but with something lurking beneath that is..not-so-dead). well, no one reads this anymore so i guess i'll post up something which i wouldn't have the guts to, nor did i feel the necessity to put on non-conformist clippers. my other blog. i got a job. well, not really a job. more of a thing. i was in Arkankarya Studios doing a recording for our school's choirs, basic stuff, 90 bucks per hour , two songs. i did the piano accompaniment and the studio engineer that day was Alie. so after getting the CD done up he goes 'hey you free after mid terms?' lifeless little me said yes and he told me to give him a call whenever. then he played this really funky bass line and drum beat on the Mac and told me it was the set of an upcoming and rising indie Malaysian band, they needed a keyboardist so...
yeah. i'm in.
long story short -i went for a day's work already, about three hours straight, just listening and filling in. no big deal 'cept i had to keep this somewhere. and i'm too lazy to jot it down in my journal so mhm. i'll keep the spiders who spun their webs upon this blog updated. it's exciting, something different yknow? 
and i enjoy it. Alie's patient and the band's pretty good. it might not be anything huge and goodness knows where the band'll go, with all sorts of talent popping up everywhere.
ah well. que sera sera.
so shhh,
fingers crossed and lips zipped.


p.s.a picture of me got vandalised in school. right now i feel like Rachel Berry from Glee. shit. but good shit. hahah.


:)

part of a drawing I did for Art finals in school, last year, i think. i always do my practical exams in nothing but ink and pen.

got a 38 over 40 for this anywhos sho yesh.

I APOLOGIZE. FOR THE DEATH OF THIS BLOG.
I'll be off for a mission trip. be back on Monday. i'll draw some stuff while i'm there. i pinky promise.
if i don't. you can all try to hack into my account and delete this blog.thank you.

i'll

be right back

lol.shit. at least Mr.Chandra Mogan can't run me over with his motorbike when I don't run on Saturday.